Rubens Blog

Rubens Blog

Ruben Hillier

Hi I am Ruben Hillier. My handle, since back in the day, is tregeagle. My pronouns are he/him.

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After several weeks of intermittent failed attempts I finally managed to get root on my crapass phone. "Getting root" has a different meanings here in Australia but in this case it refers to gaining full control of my telephone operating...
John amongst the flora of his ancient beach John Lee was a friend of mine who died of old age. I say old age but the hospital would tell you it was stroke. John would have told you it was because his body betrayed him. After going for a...
Time passes and I've removed another iteration of tregeagle.com , there is a hole in the shell and my thoughts keep running through. Some Nerdy History I don't really remember when I first registered tregeagle.com . Sometime around...
Early this morning as I put my son on the train for a school excursion, I witnessed the propogation of pain. Nothing was meant by it, nobody intended any harm and the cruelty was imperceptible. Children, parents and teachers all crowded...
So here I am. I have some work to do. Something about a patient/client case study. I am supposed to use the clinical reasoning skills I have been taught. Sort of Sherlock Holmes the nurse. I will be presenting it later in the week....
I was just reading about the six conditions that Karl Rogers believes are required for therapeutic personality change. Skipping right over the obscene phrase, "therapeutic personality change" I would like to have-at-it with the second...
Agrippa was feeling petulant, he wanted somebody to feel his frustration. All morning he demanded it but nobody was listening. Then Ben walked walking past the kitchen table with a criticism. He quickly stepped behind the irritating old...
I have yet to read the Flaneur book I gave Suzy. She seemed to enjoy it, I would like to read it before my studies begin again. There really ought to be time in ones life for walking and art. ... Permalink
Mr Dilmah provides the finest leaves of tea, I do enjoy it. I think tea must be the best stimulant available to humankind. It has ben consumed since forever and it has remarkably few adverse effects. Oddly enough it does not appear to do...
The brass helmet was too small, as the junior firey it was mandatory for me to wear it. On New Years Day each year Sawtell is host to the Sawtell Fun Day. This year I was on the old Garford fire engine with Alan. That's me on the right....
John on one of his delightful visits in our kitchen A friend of mine died last night, John was an fantastic fellow who lived up Coro Ave. Eighty five years old he was. We became friends after he mentored Choppy and I down on the sand...
Suzy, It's Sunday lunchtime. I've been writing utter rubbish all day. Trying to batter my brain into essay writing action with coffee. Now I am shaky and sick. I wanted to text you but you left your phone on the bed and Mike left his bag...
So this is what it has come to. I went into this, my initial trimester of study, in the midst of a twisted and broken relationship. I finished yesterday. Nothing has changed. I just put my feelings on pause for, how long? Three and a...
He wants me to build him that thing, you know, only different. "You know what I want". I know what I think you want. That is what I build. It is not what my customer wanted. I ask my customer to be more specific. My customer specifies...

fury

Rubens Blog · 13y

Shit, pain and filthy fury. Fury is an ugly filthy monster. I pretend my fury does not exist. I ignore it, down inside my dark recesses but today it got out. My calm exterior hid the boiling fury inside me. I casually hurt the one most...
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