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CaramelJuni

A butterfly net around the echoes and wisps of my consciousness as it swirls, ponders, rages, and floats around.

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when i collapsed onto the couch next to my mum this afternoon—after having spent the past hour and a half frantically occupying myself with whatever job, errand or "see-and-do" that my addled brain could conjure up for me—i think we both...
well, what a week. a flurry of work, wayward roadtrip adventures and antics, and above all, wonderful encounters with whimsical, wise and wacky folk at BSides... i truly couldn't ask for much more. the kindness, acceptance and generosity...
my, this last week has been... scattered. and a rather big one, to say the very least. as an aside, i've added a few spontaneous micro-entries on my adjacent site's caramel slice gallery, for anyone interested in some extra micro(code)...
over the past week, i have reformatted & wiped my lenovo thinkpad t480s a total of 6 times. windows (to dual boot with nixOS) custom microwin install (to dual boot with nixOS) nixOS with encrypted btrfs (by itself). arch linux with...
ps: i hope y'all enjoy the new blog styling tweaks as much as i enjoyed wrestling with making them! <33 whew. this week(s)'s entry, much like myself, is running more than a little late. in fact, the particularly astute amongst you may...
this week has been filled with too many words. when i was first having... difficulties (putting it lightly) with a certain individual over a year ago, i remember countless nights of assaults from seemingly endless walls of text. hours...
What is happiness to you? What kind of person do you want to be when you grow up? And are you on track to becoming that person? Happiness [for me] is when someone acknowledges that it's okay for you to be here. I had that same dream...
"i'm inspired by you". someone said this to me recently. not even just one person, but several. several people whom i look up to myself, and admire immensely. and their words struck me harder than most anything has, as of late. because...
i've been sitting on the beginnings, or rather the dredges of this note, this "entry", for a good while now. today was ostensibly "good", "exciting" even. i met with a lovely friend, got two lots of incredible news, and played a...
i have struggled for the last hour to even put this sentence down on the page. from the moment that i said i'd write something, up until the very last 5 minutes, i've searched for endless excuses and means of not doing the thing. my flow...
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