Notes by JCProbably
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Hi, do you still remember me?I know it’s been a while. 225 days or so, if anyone is counting. Around the time I got laid off, my writing here began to slow down. It wasn’t right away, but gradually enough that I could feel myself...
February was not a good month for me. I had been drowning in what felt like endless interviews, only to be ghosted at the end. Writing out and documenting these micro thoughts just reminded me of the crash-out I had. Here they are...
These are being backdated, but added for posterity sake so if you're seeing this in your RSS feed 3 months later... no you're not 🤫 Since I wasn't on socials all that much around this time, this was basically just screamed at the void...
📌 This was meant to be posted yesterday, but as always, I was too exhausted to function afterwards. I hadn’t planned to do another Century ride so soon after my very first one last month. However, while casually perusing the SUMMIIT...
📚 Book 2 of 2026 - Finished: Brimstone by Callie Hart (3.5/5⭐) I guess I liked the first book in this series, Quicksilver, enough to be slightly excited to read the second book. I had high hopes, but still ended up giving it a 3.5 star...
📚 Book 1 of 2026 - Finished: House of Sky and Breath by Sarah J. Maas (4/5⭐) The second book in the Crescent City series. I picked this up as soon as I finished House of Earth and Blood because I had to know what happened next. It took...
I shouted to the void once more in December by utilizing omg.lol's statuslog without pushing it to Mastodon. It's been a good way for me to keep track of fleeting thoughts and emotional crash outs (for the most part). I have no idea who...
📌 A backdated post because I didn't get a chance to get this posted before the end of 2025. Oops. I’ve never quite understood why Year in Review lists show up in November. As someone who loves (and thrives in) data, are we really just...
I went back and forth on posting this list, mostly because not much has changed from last year. I removed a few apps and added a couple, but overall, my go-to setup stayed pretty consistent. I also added a few more categories of apps...
In 2023, I set a goal to read 52 books, a goal I really had to scramble to meet by the end of the year. In 2024, I decided to ease up a bit and lowered my goal to 36, figuring three books a month felt more sustainable. This year, I...
I’ve been a little quiet on here (and honestly across most of my socials), because I’ve been attempting to focus more on myself offline. It’s no secret that I’ve been having a hard time the past few months. Even with all my posts about...
📚 Book 25 of 2025 - Finished: House of Earth and Blood by Sarah J. Maas (4.5/5⭐) After finishing the Throne of Glass series, I debated with myself whether I wanted to start book 1 of Crescent City at all. It took some convincing to...
🗓️ // November 30 - December 6, 2025 I’ve been continuing to burrow inward into myself as the temperature outside drops, trying to find myself again in the fog and haze I somehow disappeared into. It’s been over 100 days since I let my...
📌 Like the last time I did something like this, I meant to write about it the day of (yesterday)... but after more than 9 hours of activity, I completely knocked out the moment I finished and got myself together. I do a lot of counting,...
⚠️ Want to learn what these Micro Thoughts are? Read the explanation here November 30, 2025 @ 6:27 PM📆 Last day of November. I'm honestly not sure if I have much to show for this month. I survived. Barely. That means something, at least,...