Merry Quinn
Merry Quinn
Quinn
My name is Quinn and this is one of my many digital gardens. I write to make sense of things like sleep, work, money, focus, identity, and the quiet friction between how the world is built and how my brain actually works. This blog is a place for reflection and construction: noticing what’s broken, fixing foundations, and building systems that make life feel more deliberate instead of reactive. I’m interested in clarity over chaos, awareness over autopilot, and progress that’s slow but real.
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I used to be a puppet, and now I'm an automaton. For the longest of time, I felt like life was just happening to me. I was going with the flow. Not because I wanted to drift, but because I had no other option. I never had any hobbies...
Music I enjoyed recently Краснодарский край by Dan Korshunov SMS by UncleFlexxx I Can't See by eternityz, EXODIA, deity Boomstick by dutch dj project In the House by dutch dj project Just Us Now by Mzade Zittern im Bein (Scheppertus...
I feel like a spent fuel rod from a nuclear reactor. Still technically full of energy, but unstable, overheating, and slowly running out of stamina and sanity. Ever since Atomoxetine stabilised my brain chemistry, I can just do shit now....
This post is a continuation of this one where I talked about what my first psychiatric appointment was like. I highly recommend reading it first before you dive into this one because it contains a lot of context. Day 1 My first day on...
As I promised in my article about sleep, today I will be talking more about my ADHD. Prologue I'll start with a little bit of backstory. The first time I started really thinking there might be something genuinely wrong with me was the...
New Year's resolutions are such a weird thing, aren't they? I think the majority of people who set them are doing so purely out of guilt and not an actual desire to improve or change something about themselves. Personally, I never set...
I've heard many people describe themselves as perfectionists. Funnily enough, when you get to know them, you oftentimes learn that their lives aren't exactly perfect. This might lead one to think they're lying about their nature to make...
I never thought how fixing my sleep schedule could improve my life so much. It isn't an exaggeration to say I'm a different person now. It all began sometime at the end of the last month. I was anticipating my regular check-up by my GP,...
I've been suspecting neurodivergence in myself for some time now. My brain is very different to that of my peers or people in general I've met. It feels like running Linux in the world of macOS. Many of the core components and libraries...
I think the single scariest thing in this world, this universe, this plane of existence is the fact that you don't have to change. Seriously, you can keep repeating the same mistakes, you can keep reliving the same lessons over and over...