☘️ juni-personal ☘️
☘️ juni-personal ☘️
Juni
hello lovely internet human(s)! i am a frequenter of the indieweb and a casual advocate for the movement as a whole.
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(image courtesy of unknown artist on pinterest) continuing to heal within a place of, and designed for acute illness is a damned hard thing to do. because at some point, the question begins to bubble up. whether it's from within the pit...
(image courtesy of an unknown artist) a memory of a father and a daughter, brought together by an impossible, infinitesimal fracture within the space-time continuum. sweating towards a shared sun two twelve year olds chase the dying of...
(image courtesy of marcela bolivar) the phrasing and framing of one's own thoughts forms a pivotal part of recovering from, and actively combating, the insidious grasp an eating disorder has over its host's mind. for years and years now,...
(image courtesy of unknown artist) (personal) definitions: a writing exercise in hospital word (personal) definition kite i lost mine in scotland joy the eternal grandmother of my past self, who lives on the street corner ladybird a...
(image courtesy of anne von freyburg) looking back on, and thinking about how much i've written about this disorder. this illness, and my time with it. i sometimes think back to myself: god, it's a wonder as to why i haven't healed...
(image courtesy of an unknown artist) if there's one thing that i've had an abundance of in here aside from food, it's time. or rather, the illusion of it. it would seem so simple, wouldn't it? each day toiled away here, we spend:...
(image courtesy of hkmori) iknowiwasmeanttowriteaggressivelyagainstthisthing. againstthisillness,thisthingthathascontrolledmefor9yearsofmylifenow....
(image courtesy of an unknown artist) i have been having an immensely difficult time focusing on anything as of late. again. the fact that this is so, so, so far from an irregular occurrence is starting to truly, deeply scare me. days...
(image courtesy of pabloxan) we meet under the cover of darkness at the brink of a dawn-before-dawn, where bodies are helpless, fragile puppets within the relentless eye of her mind. two breathing corpses, lying in wake, awaiting this...
(image courtesy of mt59700664 on Lofter) i was asked to attempt a slightly different kind of entry, this time. one in which i reflect upon my progress since being admitted here. approaching writing with such a discrete, targeted air of...
(image courtesy of avogado6) today i celebrate the absence of thought. recognise the loss of direction and prepare to abandon ship. i will go on without control be free from regret and forget to remember. to this date i pledge that the...
(image courtesy of Henrik Uldalen) dear universe, i have a question for you. likely one that, in all of your infinite wisdom, has a stunningly simple answer. but such an answer has eluded me for more than 9 weary, long years. the...
" anatomical remodelling of the heart" (Juni, March 2026) a mixed-medium (graphite sketch / charcoals / collage) collation piece, using a 1960s car magazine to parallel the mechanical to the organic. to lay out the "engine" of our body...
(image courtesy of avogado6) i harbour a rather twisted relationship with the notion of "healing". there's a particular kind of rush that i get when a blood pressure cuff curls delicately around my arm. when a pulse oximeter clamps...
(image courtesy of unknown) why do i sometimes feel i need to find an excuse for my own existence? as part of my treatment, i've been reflecting on not only how my disorder developed, but also why i fall back on it as a coping mechanism....