☘️ juni-personal ☘️
☘️ juni-personal ☘️
Juni
hello lovely internet human(s)! i am a frequenter of the indieweb and a casual advocate for the movement as a whole.
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(image courtesy of avogado6) today I plant my feet on unsteady ground. yet i will not cede to the rumblings beneath. and, I will not surrender this beat of my heart. __/\__/\__ ____/\____/\____ __/\__/\__ ____/\____/\____ today I wish to...
(image courtesy of unkown, on pinterest) the question of "who am i, without my eating disorder?" is one that turns over and over within my head, like a slowly rotating spit over an ever-waning fire. a hearth whose very essence is...
(image courtesy of an unknown artist, on pinterest) i was planning to write more. i apologise (to no one) in advance. this afternoon and evening, for a few hours, i totally and utterly lost sight of my identity. i was floundering,...
(image courtesy of IllustrationsByMira) i was asked by a clinician today; what challenges me at the moment, right now? right, well; time to take out and fold up my toaststool top from this closet. this was following a conversation that...
(image courtesy of kuropin) Soundtrack: Life with Masks (Mystic Messenger OST) today, i have very little to "give back", per se. to an entry, a reflection. i just have... plain words. so i'll start to unpack my closet. beginning with the...
(image courtesy of Deborah Di Salvo) how does one truly free oneself from the tyrannical grip of rules, routines and restriction, within an environment that is utterly governed and dictated by them? i've been pondering this question—on...
(image courtesy of avogado6) why do i care so much about what i "put into" myself? do i actually care about "preserving my health", or am i just pursuing some vain and self-obsessed notion of purity, abstinence; a means of "proving" my...
(image courtesy of 河CY) a whirlwind has swept through yet another day, reducing it down to an odourless ether marred by the overwhelming sense of mental and physical fatigue, from doing (or being forced to do)... absolutely nothing. i'm...
(image courtesy of avogado6) i don't particularly have much of... well, anything, tonight. to contribute, reflect on, build upon to coalesce in some therapeutically satisfying and well-rounded conclusion. a "lesson learnt", or some...
(image courtesy of Homutan) as my first full day here draws to a close, i did not expect the medical curtains of my room to swing shut to hide a cascade of sudden tears. not tears of fear, exactly; although a fear of the future and all...
(original image source unknown) Soundtrack: ANOTHER DREAM (Yume Nikki OST) this will be a shorter entry. but one that marks the beginning of what i'm collating into my collection of daily recovery posts. a collection that i aim to add to...
(image courtesy of Suika Litchi) life is strange, each day spent pacing this quiet anteroom. my footsteps echo and bounce off the walls around me, as regular and as plodding as my still-beating heart. even as we both tire further, driven...
(image credit of @john___M__) From Bearblog Carnival February 2026: Q: Are you ever bored, what do you do when you are feeling bored or are we even capable of feeling bored in this age of limitless digital entertainment? whoaaaah, boy....
i wrote this whilst responding to one of my dearest friends on signal; an activity that, with the state i've found myself in, is one that i struggle sometimes to even muster up the strength to do. to claw my way up the walls of...
soundtrack: 'Fractals of Ruin' by Apocryphos & Penumbral Aethyr. Heard on The Dark Zone you used to be the golden child. the prodigy, the bookworm, the bright one. resilient one. the one you didn't have to worry about. "she'll be right"...