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Noahie Valk
Welcome! This is where you can find my most up-to-date writings. Divided into two sections. 1) Cogito: a diary and 2) IOKTIKN: a collection of standalone essays and short stories.
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I had another meltdown yesterday. It's been about a month or two since my last one, and they never get easier to deal with. I hate it when I hit myself and bite myself. All the...
This morning has been mundane like any other, but the spiritual battles I fight still constantly rage within me like some kind of muted tempest. My emotions are quite volatile,...
It has been a week on NoFap; praise God! I've struggled with lust for a long time, but I finally feel that I have been given grace from this sin. My prayer life has only become...
Prayer continues to be a great source of personal fulfillment. More than that, I've come to a deeper understanding of how to use prayer to ward off demons. This video was an...
I was reading a post from Ran Prieur about being able to tell the difference between AI- and human-made images. It's been tougher for me to think about because the newest models...
This winter storm has been interesting enough, although I think they messed up naming it "Fern." That's just silly. Thankfully, here in North Texas, we haven't had any major...
This morning, while I was making breakfast, my dad was trying to put a nicotine pouch on my sister because he'd heard somewhere that it could help with her symptoms. While he...
This morning, I've been meditating on new beginnings. I remember a few years ago, before my first psychiatric hospitalization, learning the actual etymology of the word...
I received a comment on my guestbook saying I complain too much. At first, I tried justifying it to myself. I tried telling myself, "Well, you know, I do a Chicken Noodle Soup...
I'm looking for some new books to read or listen to. If you have a suggestion, send me an email and I'll be happy to consider it. CW: SEXUAL CONTENT I talked about it in my New...
Last night was tough, but I got through it. I had thoughts of relapse and felt trapped in my own skin, but I got through it all the same. I feel better about including good...
When I start my timer to write these entries, a small fear likes to return. I'll sit down and start writing, but then realize that I have nothing to say. I'll realize it, the...
Divine Liturgy was great today, thanks for asking. I feel like today has been a good day, despite the fact that I'm coming here to write in the evening as opposed to the...
Today has been a tiring day. I'm too tired to even write, but I still feel the need to drag myself to my computer and get my words in. There's this sense that I can come here...
I've been a casual user of the Melonland forum for a while now. I first made an account back when I launched this site in February of last year. Melon has done a great job...