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Noahie Valk

Welcome! This is where you can find my most up-to-date writings. Divided into two sections. 1) Cogito: a diary and 2) IOKTIKN: a collection of standalone essays and short stories.

Latest Posts

Turning the Dial

noahie.xyz · 4mo

I had another night of horrible sleep last night. This time around, I had several nightmares throughout the course of the night. Unfortunately, this is a rather common...

Sleepless Dreams

noahie.xyz · 4mo

I had another extended hiatus. Last weekend was the final of my best friends' weddings. Once that was all said and done, I got sick and have been dealing with that for the past...

A Cultivated Vessel

noahie.xyz · 4mo

My thoughts have been getting slower, less pronounced. More than that though, there are fewer novel things for me to say as I write more in this public diary every day. I, like...

Glamorizing the Trigger

noahie.xyz · 4mo

I am back after a brief hiatus. I was getting burned out on writing every single day and decided to use the holiday as an excuse to take a break. I feel that I had lost some...

Diet Tedium

noahie.xyz · 4mo

I'm feeling uninspired to write today, but that's no excuse not to write. Something will come out of today's entry, but I'm not sure exactly what that will be. Over the last...

The Meaning of Life

noahie.xyz · 4mo

I held off writing a bit today, mostly due to distractions and socializing. But I'm back to the grindstone sharpening the proverbial blade. I have been circulating back to my...

Lost in the Ick

noahie.xyz · 5mo

I've been reflecting on my sense of masculinity after having some interesting discussions on it. I recently learned an interesting theory on the psychology behind "the ick,"...

An Act of Becoming

noahie.xyz · 5mo

I've been getting better about the discipline of coming here and writing closer to first thing in the morning. I have my routines that I do: supplements, brush hair, brush...

Another Bad Dream

noahie.xyz · 5mo

I'm confronted with a direct reality: I don't have anything particular on my mind I want to write about. I've done what I can to cultivate habits and routines to get the spark...

Questioning Maturity

noahie.xyz · 5mo

I don't want to write today. I really don't. There's such little payoff to doing this, but I've put myself in this box where this is all I'm letting myself do. In my mind,...

Going On Hunger Walks

noahie.xyz · 5mo

When I woke up this morning, I had a very interesting feeling. I typically set my alarm for 8 AM. Due to the fact that I don't have a job or any major obligations or...

Atomic Lines

noahie.xyz · 5mo

Recently, I've been falling into a bad habit of postponing my writing throughout the day due to distraction and procrastination. I think it's because I put it in my mind that I...

Speaking Through the Silence

noahie.xyz · 5mo

There's a certain swelling of emotion that I'm feeling right now. It's interesting because it's a moment that I don't allow myself to write in because I'm typically too consumed...

The Three Cs

noahie.xyz · 5mo

I watched this video summarizing Hegel's Phenomenology of Spirit and it was a great summary of the whole book. Hegel is notoriously hard to read and I haven't read the book all...

Anxiety Meditation

noahie.xyz · 5mo

I'll put it out there: I have a hard time trusting The Process. Controversial, I know. But anyway, there's this deep-seated thing inside of me that makes me doubt all the time....
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