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Noahie Valk
Welcome! This is where you can find my most up-to-date writings. Divided into two sections. 1) Cogito: a diary and 2) IOKTIKN: a collection of standalone essays and short stories.
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I woke up this morning very sore from all the walking I did yesterday. I ended up walking several miles because I felt motivated to do so, but I feel that there was a certain...
I've been dealing with a lot more anxiety, so I decided to take a couple of walks today. I just go up and down my street and loop that however many times I feel is best. One...
I neglected to write in here for a few days. There are a few reasons for that. The first is that I feel a wave of depression coming, so that always stops me in my tracks....
I had a ton of resistance to write yesterday. The same thing has happened today as well, but here I am anyway. More than likely, this resistance is coming from too much...
Yesterday, I watched the video below and felt a strong sense of narratives that I've been telling myself and letting internet culture tell me for the past decade come back in...
I've been putting off writing today's entry because I am starting to feel a bit of fatigue with writing, but I feel that it's important to keep going in spite of this fatigue so...
Solitude: The Holiest Calibrator
In yesterday's entry I said that one of my 'rules' for living a good life was to "do the right thing, especially when it's hard." That got me thinking: how can I properly...
So I've been doing things here and there today, mostly just doing chores and other household things. This afternoon though, I've finally come up with something for today: I...
Today has been a nice enough day so far that I have decided to spend my time writing today outside. We finally are over the long hump of the late spring, summer, and early fall...
I'm currently in the airport waiting on my flight back home to start boarding. I feel spiritually hungover since yesterday was such a long day. Once all of the reception stuff...
Man, yesterday was such a long day. After dealing with the long delayed flight, taking the delayed bus to the hotel, and having the rehearsal and the rehearsal dinner all after...
It's Halloween, but today is not about corporate-laden holiday mumbo-jumbo. No, today is a day just like any other, except it isn't. I am currently writing this entry at 4 AM,...
I've gotten to a point now where I feel weird when I don't make a Cogito post for the day. It makes my life feel incomplete, which is strange considering the nature of this body...
My anxiety attacks have been getting worse and more frequent lately. I'm not sure why. My body is getting more and more exhausted from the constant heart racing and sweating and...
It's Sunday afternoon and as the clouds drift in the sky and the weather cools down for the season, I can't help but still feel like every day is more of the same. My family who...